inside..

kamu tuh suka ga jelas.. aku ga tau kamu pernah serius sama aku ato ga.. kamu pergi dan datang sesuka hati kamu.

*K. T. Tunstall "Other Side Of The World"* playing..
The fire fades away
Most of everyday
Is full of tired excuses
But it's too hard to say
I wish it were simple
But we give up easily
You're close enough to see that
You're the other side of the world to me

ada saatnya kamu bikin aku melayang.. bikin aku ngerasa jadi
yang luar biasa,..

*K. T. Tunstall "universe and u"* playing..
A fire burns
Water comes
You cool me down
When I'm cold inside
You are warm and bright
You know you are so good for me
With your child's eyes
You are more than you seem
You see into space I see in your face
The places you've been
The things you have learned
They sit with you so beautifully

tapi ada saatnya juga kamu bikin aku ga
jelas!!!!

*imogen heap "hide and seek"* playing..
Where are we?
What the hell is going on?
The dust has only just begun to fall,
Crop circles in the carpet, sinking, feeling.
..
Ransom notes keep falling out your mouth.
Mid-sweet talk, newspaper word cut-outs.
Speak no feeling, no I don't believe you.
You don't care a bit. You don't care a bit.

bingung, tauk??!!!!!!

akhirnya aku ambil kesimpulan sendiri.. kamu dan aku tuh punya satu hubungan
yang.. mm..

saling menghibur, pokoknya serba menyenangkan dan menggairahkan..

*ipang "sahabat kecil"*
bersamamu kuhabiskan waktu
senang bisa mengenal dirimu
rasanya semua begitu sempurna
senang bisa mengenal dirimu
sayang untuk mengakhirinya..

DAMN..!!!!!!!!

DAMN!
I thought I'm strong enough

DAMN!
I thought I don't even have "that woman's heart"

DAMN!!
I thought we're not in "that kind of relationship"

DAMN!!
I thought I'm not gonna cry

DAMN!!
I thought ..

I thought..

DAMN!!
It's comming.. It's comming.. It's comming.. SHIT!!

DAMN!!!
DAMN!!!
DAMN!!!
I miss him..

I'm .. again

boy : "hei, what's up with u??"

girl : "not much, what's up with u??"

boy : "nothing much too, just buzzing u to say hi and good nite.."

girl : "... thanks.. mm.. can i ask u a question?"

boy : "go ahead!"

girl : "how do u see me?"

boy : "always special, beautiful, smart, .., and i always want to know how your lips taste like.."

girl : "do u know how special u are? how pure the deepest heart u have? how beautiful u are? many people talk the opposite, but i have a faith in u."

boy : "do u really mention it? finally, somebody is seeing me that way. thanks."

girl : "ya, i do. and yeah, u'll figure it how someday, i promise. cause, u're making me crazy too.."

boy : "come on.. u're with somebody now.."

girl : "yeah, i know. that's because........ ahhh.. what took u so long? i thought u'd never had this feeling before. i mean, the serious one."

boy : "cause, u're too good for me.. but, can we start again?"

girl : "hhmm.. i don't think so.. but, u have a great lips and kiss. we'll taking care of that someday."